Tuesday 27 January 2009

ADDICTED

That was it after our first get together under the duvet, I was hooked. You felt like a drug to me then and you still do now. I couldn't get you out of my mind and replayed the whole horny, sensual experience in my mind many times a day.

My breasts are missing your touch.My pussy's missing your mouth. Want you again and soon.

We text ed constantly and agreed to meet again the following week - Oh my God could I wait that long. My rabbit became my constant companion, and our texts grew more and more explicit by the day.

Next Wednesday you wasted no time, and led me straight to the bedroom, by passing the tea -fine by me!

We undressed each other slowly, admiring what we saw. Your compliments made me feel a million dollars, and your sex talk aroused me instantly, (and still does today almost a year on).

We devoured each other with our eyes, mouths and hands. Lying on the bed naked together felt so right, I never wanted it to end. I listened as you delivered the most horny, x-rated messages in my ear whilst fondling my breasts, fingering my pussy and then using your lips and tongue to kiss for the longest time.

Kissing is one of my most favourite things in the whole world. More please ......................

THE NEXT STEP

After all that texting, I kind of expected that when you came round we wouldn't be drinking peppermint tea for too long, but getting intimate with someone is a big step, and one I hadn't taken for ages.  

I ran round making sure both me and the house were presentable, and felt physically weak when your car pulled up. 

We sat on the sofa, chatting and laughing, before you made the first move:

"Are you going to kiss me, then?" It was lovely. Your mouth soft, your breath warm. It was a proper snog!

Then I got bold.  I knew we didn't have much time and it could be days before we got to see each other again.

"Would you like to get naked?" I asked, anticipating the answer.  I wasn't disappointed.  In the bedroom we undressed slowly, and savoured each other, before lying on the bed and crawling under the duvet.  Just you and me and everything in the world we needed right there and then.

No awkwardness, no shyness.  It seemed like the most natural thing in the world to do.  I knew your body would be something special and it was.  I took my time exploring, doing all the things I'd been doing in my mind for days.  I used my tongue and my mouth on your long, slender legs before arriving at the top.  It was sweet and inviting and I then realised what I'd been missing.  

I'm old enough and experienced enough to know that if I can make you happy, you'll make me very happy, and taking me into your mouth did just that.  I warned you that I was on the verge of exploding, but you carried on and let me shoot inside you.  I went dizzy, I saw stars, I lay back as if I was in orbit, and floating around a galaxy in a state of pure ecstasy.

We lay in each others arms knowing that something amazing had happened.  After you left I straightened the house and had slight aching sensation in my balls.  

My phone beeped.  One word, followed by a kiss.  

Monday 26 January 2009

A BIT SCARED

What was I doing?! I was going to meet a man I'd met for two hours in Starbucks a week ago, and had text sex with every day since then. I told one friend just in case you turned out to be an axe wielding maniac and I disappeared off planet earth. She thought I was bonkers but I think she was just jealous.

I arrived at the house, and was greeted at the door with a warm kiss - yum. A good start. We drank peppermint tea for a short while before you asked me a very forward question : Would you like to get naked?

I think you were fairly sure what my response would be, and you were right. Within minutes we were racing up the stairs - (you didn't quite catch me) and into the bedroom where we kissed, and kissed and kissed, and then peeled each others clothes off.

You told me how gorgeous my body was, how you loved the feel of my skin.We stood together, arms entwined, lips locked, our body's touching and it felt like the world had stopped.

Lying in bed with you for the first time is an experience I will never forget. After years of no touching or kissing it was exquisite. We covered each others body's in kisses. You spent so long on my breasts I thought I would explode, and then you found the other part of me that needed your mouth and I did explode. Wow.

My turn to pleasure you, and what a pleasure it was. Sucking you and listening to your moaning was fabulous, and when you exploded in my mouth - another wow.

We cuddled for a long time, not wanting to let go - I texted you within minutes of leaving: oh baby I want more and I want it soon...............

AWAKENING

Oh me too baby.  Even though the next four days went slowly, we made them as fun as possible.  Just to wake up to a text saying

Morning sexy, I'm on the bed on all fours, fancy taking me from behind? 

made me smile for the rest of the day.  The following Wednesday I wasn't working and you could create a bit of time, so we were on.  I was finally going to hold those pert, firm breasts in my hands, feel that long, lithe body wrapped around me and taste that sweet, bald pussy.  God I couldn't wait. 

Sunday 25 January 2009

SEX AGAIN!

I did ask for a little bit of mild flirting but wanted to see how far you'd go and you didn't disappoint. My rabbit hit the spot that evening, and every evening I was away, but the whole time I imagined it was you that was inside me.

Night horny, you reignited something that's been dormant in me for years. Lets meet for snogging and more soon.............can't wait to feel your nakedness against mine, and your hardness inside me for real.

Usually I enjoyed being away on business and made the most of the time away from busy family life. This time I was desperate to get back, and get to grips with what I too believed could be the start of something fantastic for both of us. And if it becomes just regular sex, so be it, I for one am I'm very up for it!

Saturday 24 January 2009

OVERCOME

I lie back in that fabulous dreamy state, the world swirling inside my head. It seems to last for hours.  The satisfaction makes me so deeply relaxed.  It's like the Universe is in order, and has fallen into place just for us. 

I tell you this, then a big smile comes across my face. 

I thought you asked if I was up for a little MILD flirting!!!?

I don't usually count my chickens, and I hedge my bets, but I'm fairly certain this is the start of something fabulous! 

Thursday 22 January 2009

RELEASE

Oh God, you're so hard and it feels like heaven. Push up deep inside me, I want to feel the whole of your cock up against my thrill spot. I'm so turned on; squeeze my nipples and you're going to tip me over the edge very soon.

Wow, I am so horny and need to release some of this pent up emotion. I know you'll love to imagine me lying naked on my hotel bed with my rabbit, pushing it up inside me imagining its you.............................we need to meet for real, soon.


FULL ON

You got it! 

We move onto the bed and lie down.  By now I'm on top of you and can barely contain myself.

I gently move your legs apart, and making sure our mouths are locked and my arms are wrapped around you I slowly push on your soft lips, entering you.  It's pure heaven.  You feel warm and wet and tight, and I feel myself swelling and bulging deep inside you. 

I really can feel it too.  The image in my mind is so vivid and so real. Now I know we're onto something good!


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TAKE ME

After my shower I checked my inbox and the text I read from you made my insides do somersaults. Wow, how horny are you feeling?
I'm lying on my hotel bed, Madonna playing in the background against the sounds of the sea, just over the road. I'm naked apart from a white fluffy robe. How I wish you were here with me right now, doing what you just said in your text.

I want to feel my mouth on yours, locked together, tongues entwined. My nipples are aching for your touch and I'm so wet for you baby, I need you hardness inside me. Now.

Pressed send and waited. Please reply - quickly.

Tuesday 20 January 2009

DON'T STOP

I haven't been this aroused in ages...I feel so full of life, so excited, so damn virile! All this from a few texts.  How far would she go???

I love that I'm turning you on, I feel so hot and horny. I can feel your pert little bottom rubbing against my throbbing manhood.  We turn and stand face to face so I can wrap my mouth against yours, feeling your tongue meet mine.  I'm holding you in my arms, stroking you up and down, absolutely aching to slide inside you.  I want to move as one with you,  and feel the pleasure in every nerve of my body.

I'd imagined what it would be like to make love with you, so I just shut my eyes and let the words come into my head.  I think I surprised myself, but I was loving it...

MORE

I should have been concentrating on the road, but boy this guy was turning me on!

Your reply was instant, and satisfying pleasure was just what I needed. This is fun I thought, how far can we go? After all it was perfectly safe wasn't it? We'd met once, enjoyed each others company so why not engage in some hot, steamy texting.

By this stage in our little 'game' my nipples were straining against my already skin tight t shirt. I rubbed one of them gently imagining it was you; the sensation was amazing. I daydreamed you were sitting next to me in the car, your hands inside my tshirt feeling my breasts, rubbing my nipples, making me squirm in my seat wanting more.


I can feel your arousal against my back, hard and hot. Your breath on my back makes me tingle all over, and your hands on my breasts sending the most amazing sensations down between my legs. Don't stop, I can take so much more of this, so much more of you............


I arrived at my hotel all hot and bothered, had a a long lingering shower, anticipating more texting. This could be a fun night!

DRIVE

It's not that easy sussing someone's sex drive compared to your own - especially when your own has been buried for so long.  But here was a gorgeous, sexy woman inviting me to let my imagination run riot, and apparently loving it.  I know we met with an understanding that we were both looking for sex, but there still had to be a click, a sparkle, otherwise why bother? 

I felt the sparkle shining bright...

I think I'd like to cup your breasts in my hands, and hold you naked from behind.  I would kiss your back, slowly working my tongue up and down your spine, and let you feel the sensation of my hot breath on your delicate skin. I'd like you to feel how aroused that made me. 

As I wrote that, I could picture you naked, and I imagined your eyes filling with a deep, satisfying pleasure...

Monday 19 January 2009

Testing The Water

I was on my way down to the south coast on business and had a five hour journey ahead of me - how to relieve the boredom? Ah yes, I know, my little internet friend might like to engage in a little flirting with me, you said you wanted to kiss me next time so.....................


Having opened the conversation with the bra less line, I waited. And I was pleasantly suprised. A reply came back within minutes (I do like that) and joy oh joy, you were up for it!


I described my 'swinging free' breasts as being large, round with a hard centre. They're pressing against the tight fabric of my t shirt and it's turning me on, would you like a feel? You could put your hands under my tshirt and cup them both. Feel how much my nipples want to be touched. I remember noticing how gorgeous your hands are when we were having tea, and could easily imagine your long fingers taking my nipples between them and arousing me greatly.



God, how forward of me, but after the first reply I was actually getting really turned on. I too hadn't had sex or any mild flirtation such as this for a while, and had completely forgotten the buzz it gives. My whole body felt alive. My journey could be about to get even more interesting..............

GAME ON...

That was it, I knew I wanted to get to know you better, and take up that offer of a kiss.  Shame you were going away on business for 4 days! I wasn't sure how the week was going to pan out, but luckily you had ideas...

Are you up for a bit of mild flirting? asked the text. Just to get you in the mood, I'm driving down the motorway bra-less!

Ha ha! A bit cheeky too, like it! I replied, and thought I could push my luck...

You're making me wish I was there, like the sound of your pert looking breasts swinging gently as you drive along.  I bet they're bulging under a tight t-shirt, and the gentle summer breeze is making your nipples hard. xx 

I hit send, then immediately wondered if I'd gone too far.  We only met yesterday! I hadn't had sex in 2 and a half years and had learnt just to live with it, until I realised I could stand it no more. 

Either way, I was no great seducer of women, that was for sure! So, would I get a reply???


Sunday 18 January 2009

WE MEET

Yikes! We'd arranged to meet and today was the day! How nervous was I, but I had to work all morning first and had all on to concentrate on what I was doing. I'd agreed to Starbucks, and not one I normally frequented figuring we'd be inconspicious in a busy,city centre one.

I'd texted earlier and asked how would I recognise you ;you replied saying you'd be wearing a scarf. I saw you in the window as I approached - can't remember being as nervous for years. We said hello and you kissed me on the cheek. I remember thinking "what a gentleman".

Then within seconds a couple I've known for many years appeared and said hello to me. Oh my God, I nearly panicked but managed to pretend I wasn't with you and chatted to them for a few minutes before they left.

We sat upstairs and from the word go had no problems chatting. It was so easy. You were interesting, AND interested. Hey, a guy who's taking notice of me, how very pleasant.

I learnt alot about you, and couldn't help but notice how lovely your lips are, and the olive tone of your skin. Two large mugs of hot tea later and we were still talking.

We left together and walked to Borders, where we parted. Relief - you're taller than me! And when I got a text saying you'd like to kiss me next time I had a smile on my face for the rest of the day, and only I knew why. Can't wait for next time........

MEETING

The online chatting went really well, which isn't a massive surprise as we were both testing the water and sort of knew what we wanted. And if it didn't click, we knew we could move on. It was fairly obvious we were both new to this, too, and a bit nervous - so nothing gratuitous and no outrageous flirting.

It wasn't my idea to meet - I wasn't ready to be that forward - but jumped at the chance. I knew that whatever happened I could hold a conversation together for half an hour over a coffee, and we had at least one thing to talk about, after all!

So, 9.30am in an anonymous branch of Starbucks. I scrubbed up to the best of my ability, and arrived in town with 30 minutes to spare. I arrived at the venue 5 minutes early and proceeded to pretend to read a magazine, without actually absorbing a single word.

Then you arrived. I hope you could tell I wasn't disappointed, and I greeted you with a small kiss on the cheek. The conversation came easily - we had a lot in common, and laughed. We had a second drink, which was the first hurdle - you didn't bail out as soon as you could!

We had to go eventually. You said "I won't kiss you as it's too public." Fair point. Five minutes later I sent you a text.

You're cool. I had fun, and I think I'd like to kiss you next time.

WINKING

I saw an ad for the website for married people looking for a little fun, in a womens magazine. Weeks went by and I'd done nothing, and one night bored at home it came to me. Why not put myself on. It took me ages; I'm the least computer literate person I know and was way too scared to ask for any help!

Eventually, I sat back proudly and viewed my profile. Yep, looked good - no pic, not that daft, but the words were catchy and inviting.

From then on, every morning after school drop off I'd log on. I got loads of winks and winked back at some, only the ones with pics ( I know, but looks DO count). I had a few chats and one night with a friend after a few drinks had a real laugh with a bloke in Essex emailing backwards and forwards.

Wow, there was life out there and I was begninning to realise that thousands of people were in the same boring old boat as me! And what a confidence boost it was giving me, all this male interest after so many years of none.

Then, someone I'd winked at replied. I checked out his profile again, and more to the point his photo. It wasn't a hundred percent clear but he didn't have two heads.His profile matched what I wanted, he seemed genuine, interesting, and up for some fun. So, what was stopping me .........................nothing.

THE WEB

A colleague at work told me about a website where married people can discreetly meet others in the same situation. He's 70. If you're missing out on sex, there's nothing to focus the mind quite like learning a septuagenarian is filling his boots. I took a look and was terrified, but eventually got bold and set up my own profile. I was "out there"!!!

So, a couple of hours tinkering on the computer and a credit card transaction later, my alter-ego was born. The great thing about being anonymous is you can be bold, and maybe even a little arrogant. The idea is to get yourself noticed, after all. But would anyone notice? I didn't believe this was for real until messages started appearing in my inbox. Again, I was gripped by fear. What were these people? Complete head-bangers? Tentatively, I clicked to open the message. And it was normal!!! Well written, warm and funny. Not OTT, desperate or intense, just someone who'd seen my profile and wanted to know more.

I replied.

Tuesday 13 January 2009

My Introduction.......

I am fast approaching 'middle age' and starting to re-evaluate my life. Married for years, with several children, very comfortable but definitely no spark. We stay in, he watches TV, I do my own thing and occasionally, when we can get a sitter, we go out with other couples, who if they're honest are probably in the same boat!

I'm beginning to think is this it for ever, is this what my life has become?

What can I do about it, that won't totally upset the apple cart ? I feel sexy, vibrant, young (yes!), attractive but totally unappreciated. I need something that's just for me. Something fun and exciting, with someone who wants the same. And abit of passion wouldn't go amiss.

That's not too much to ask, now, is it?

Tuesday 6 January 2009

An Introduction...


They say affairs can be toxic, I'm hoping one might be fun... 

Please believe me though, I didn't arrive here lightly. But after several years of a stale marriage that exists in name but definitely not in spirit, it's time to take action.

My situation is one that is likely to continue for the foreseeable future, and let me tell you, it's one heck of a barrier to meeting new people.  And because like every good adult I take my responsibilities very seriously, fun has totally vanished from the agenda.

So I'd like to rediscover the laid-back, easy going me for myself, and would like someone to appreciate that I am attractive and fun to be with.  If that works in reverse, then so much the better. 

That's not too much to ask, now, is it?